Freshen Up My Self

A beginning of a new Semester, signalling the beginning of study mode, must concentrate on study play whenever it is the right to play...

My dad favourite phrase,



'When time to study please study, When is time to play please don't spend the time you play more than your study'

I started to realise how important this phrase is...


This year ... My New Year Resolution is to STUDY HARD AND STUDY SMART as this new was my final year....

I starting get nervous of it.. as 1st part which is i coming out to work soon and the other part was i going through my final year project while working together with my major subject.... IT REALLY GETTING ON MY NERVE!!!!!!!

But no matter how the strive is still continue...

Another phrase from my dad..

'Suffer for these few years, and Enjoy the following years in Future'

My aim was to able to compete with my dad achievement, in future when i enter the working environment and the assets that in hand. But for now i feel that was i drifting quite a distant from what i expected. Every time he mumble out his 'philopshopy' it motivate me to go further, I CAN DO IT MUM DAD!!! after all i m your son, it is in our blood LOL.... if both of you can do it so can i

Before going back to KAMPAR where the place, i distant away from my friends, family and hometown to pursue my studies, i decide to hike up the hill at Bukit Jambul. This hill is one of my favourite spot for me to be more self-actualization or maybe i put it this way... where i can identify my achievement that i have obtain and the right/wrong-doing that i have done...

This time i stuck my ear with earphone playing my favourite song my and artist 'Jam Hsiao-新不了请' repeating and repeating...DAMN emo song for sure make you feel emo..TRUST ME

After hiking for a few round, i discover that every living organism on earth DO fight for their survival, that apply to plant too...

The plant keep growing tall and taller, just to compete with others for the sunlight in order to keep them healthy and survive through. Does human does the same thing also!!! all of us since small were competing to get better result in order to get into a more well known school. After that when we get into UNIVERSITY, we compete for the grading and also the honours levels... which lead us to a better life in future, with great knowledge lead to better wages/opportunities = better life.

Browsing through my friend's blog saw a few interesting quoting she made which really give a head start,

Easy is to get a place in someone's address book
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart

Easy is to judge the mistakes of someone
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking

Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules
Difficult is to follow them.....

Easy is to dream every night
Difficult is to fight for a dream.....

Easy is to show victory
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...


Easy is to admire a full moon
Difficult to see the other side.....

Easy is to stumble with a stone
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult is to give its real value..

Easy is to promise something to someone
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love
Difficult is to take care of it so you wont lose it.

Easy is to think about improving
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action....

Easy is to think bad of someone
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

Easy is to keep friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings

Randomness of My Life

It been almost a month i haven't update blog recently, been away for holiday mood going on around me, Christmas event...New Year event... going down KL for shopping spree while having a gathering down there...etc..

Looking or maybe thinking back at my previous action, i feel that i was dumb, i sworn from that that time onwards, i must be more wiser and i mean it!!!

Just because a person is more soft hearted, doesn't mean that you can take advantage of that. You ONCE was important to me... flashing back IT WAS LAST TIME.. i already get through it.

Hmmm.. thinking back how i spend my Christmas eve... i WENT CLUB for it...that week was a craze... i went clubbing on WED( which is the ladies night), THURS( which was the Christmas's eve) and then on SAT( which we have a un-finish bottle to complete)... three times in the row for

that week itself... which draining my energy, i aging soon.. very soon!!!..

during this 3 month break, the activities was to clubbing and goofing around, while start off early doing my final project...

Goofing around ..THAT what we do all the time, enjoying ourselves to the maximum if given a opportunities to do so ..haha

Brotherhood!!! i guess all this crazy time has to come to an end eventually, (UNI is reopening soooOOON) which mean study mode start once again...

Beginning this year, it is my final year my last strike!!! soon i have to enter the working life.. no more clubbing life!!!.....ermmm NO can be harsh ;p put it this way

'It will be less time to club haha'

Hope by end of this year, this event can be happening again .. HUAT ahhhh!!!

But overall we enjoy our self very much...haha for that particular month of DECEMBER...anyway it was fun... woohuu

After the clubbing event, i headed down to heart of Malaysia which is the CITY KUALA LUMPUR with all my high school friends is has been such a long time since our last gathering.

We drove down, we eat, we shop, we drink, and we chat non-stop...

It is a memorable trip, we enjoy it very much.

During this trip, i managed to up with someone whom i care and remember all the time...

Both of us spend some time together, catching back the good old time we had together...she meant a lot to me, but i did something very silly that time..

How i wonder i have the courage, the strength to make thing right once again.......

It is easy to say 'I m sorry', but does it really gonna make it mean it...

What the use of saying sorry, after you have wounded someone, as if it can heal it as though nothing happen before... guess what NO it not gonna happen

What is left after the wound is a scar, although it may heal but each time, touches it.. the pain still remain...

Nothing can be done...

LIFE GOES ON ~~~