Monday Blue!!!

It Monday again, here i m back to kampar AGAIN, traveling back from kampar to penang or vise versa... is tiring...

Last i use to think kampar was a pretty relaxing place, YES indeed it is but to relax until... @@ *speechless* but that time was different as in tonnes of assignments and reports to be done, rushing here and there.. but now having a single subject was kinda suckzzz.. time passes really slow.. life changes from a hectic scheduled to much more loose scheduled...

In someway i should be happy...GOOD BYE hectic life, but maybe i kinda use to the work overload me like last time.. ;p

Mental Nervous!!!

OooMG!!! tomorrow is the day i going to get my wisdom tooth pluck off. I hate this Feeling right now, i m terrified by it!!!

i never have my tooth remove by a dentist BEFORE!!! all my baby toth was remove by MUA!!! by myself!! and now my wisdom is to be remove by a dentist which say i have to undergo operation as my the orientation of my tooth had complication.. GOSH...

*panicking*....i guess i continue with my emo-tic dramo marathon just to ease my panicking mood!!!!!!!!!...

HATE IT

FlashBack

Finally, i have my holiday now, it has been a tiring weeks struggling in the exam period, the feeling is torturous. There goes my Final Semester in Kampar, time really flies all i could just think is that i started to move into Kampar in my 1st Semester just happen yesterday. I never thought i will misses Kampar so much. * i guess everything started to flashing backward as if it just happen, all the thing i use to hate turn out i will be missing it* sigh...

When i was 1st in KAMPAR, I guess i was really lucky to found a group friends which turn out to be my housemate (* Evon, Lee Yee, Khat, Xin Shi ) they really help me out a lot in kampar. Hang out in Pasar Malam, Yum Cha-ing till late night.. doing the unpredictable thing *playing under the rain* haha...

3 years really passes very fast, sometime i do think, if time passes so fast what if someone could catch hold of the time wisely or cannot revolve around the time that fast. Time = Memory = Gold.

dissapointment

It have been a week or two, since i last updated it. New semester = New Beginning, guess what i just being welcome by things that weren't very pleasant for me. 1st of all, i thought of wrapping up my project and can fully concentrate of starting my thesis report. But i ended up with tonne of work load to finish, after consulting my supervisor for presenting my results.



Guess that i better start doing it rather than keep complaining it non-stop.
There is time, when i started to question myself, 'Do i love Chemistry? Will i work in the lab after i graduate? Is it really my interest?'
After some time of deep thinking, i just feel that i loss interest toward chemistry, regarding the question of interest, i guess i choose chemistry out from the result i got from STPM and SPM, as chemistry is the subject that really score well. But is it my interest?
Yesterday, i saw a video of STEVE JOBS giving a speech to those who is graduating from Stanford University. In his speech, he advise those whose are going to graduate and still not sure of what field of interest they are in, 'keep looking until you found it, if you still haven't found it, continue looking for it, when you found it give your fullest effort in it and grab hold of it'.
he also mention it, we are going to spend half of our life working, if that piece of work is not your interest, it going to hard to go through it.


There is an incident happen on me last week, which led me of getting scolded and being angry by someone.



The incident happen all because of a rumor circulating around our circle of friends, which saying 'I told PEOPLES that your my-ex'. I didn't know anything until i reach home, surfing on facebook and surprisingly found MYSELF pissing off someone!!! How can i piss you off while i didn't do anything wrong at you, we didn't even see each other for quite some time!!


After tonne of explaining, BLAH BLAH BLAH, thing get better, get hold of the culprit.
Explanation have been done. JOB DONE!!!


After thinking, all this while, question that pop out from my mind it that, ' Am i this kind of person that goes around making up story, which is not true??? Do i need to do such lame stuff??'
i guess this what your thought of me all this while, what friendship for??? FRAMING EACH OTHER?? oh ya.. a LAMER perhaps goes around crapping!!!


There goes another week, weekend at kampar is really a saddness case of all!!!

Confusing thought

New Semester is Starting soon, and i m graduating soon ..i mean soon after i complete my 4 month of study. BUT i kinda have a strange feeling toward graduating, seem like i really into it or something but till life still goes on although you dont want it to come..

pray hard!!!!hope for the best!!!

Wonderfull Time

Last Friday, surprisingly all of us able to meet up since after CNY, at 1st thought was everybody was busy with exam and study wouldnt be hanging around Penang. Planning to spend my weekend doing report, thesis and also study for Spectro mid-term.

Manatau once online, MISS LAY YUIN ask wanna go hang out? and i agree..LOL
We contact KEONG, and CHERN...hoping that they are in pg, to my surprise THEY ARE!!!!
The funny thing was, after all of us were inside the car, we still havent plan where to hang-out AT (this thing always happen with us for many years and it still happen)

After having a tough time deciding where to go, KEONG sudden suggest, 'why dont we go for pizza?'.. everyone was like *hmmmm sound interesting but we just had our dinner*
BUT we still agree on that idea, as for us were craving for food.
WE drove to E-GATE headed to EL-MANDOS PIZZA corner.


this was the chef specialties ' el-mandos pizza'


as for this was 'Fa..ji...' something, i forgot about the name ....LOL

After eating, we were discussing about the trip of going Thailand for vacation,
All of us were discuss of going for spa, massage, shopping, foods and so on, we were looking forward to it.

As for the past weekend, my dad sudden plan of going to 'CHILLI'S' for dinner,
without hessitate we get ourself to change and headed down to GURNEY,
Upon reaching there, we have to place our name and have to wait for 30minutes to be seated.
By not wasting our time waiting nonsense-ly waiting there, we headed to Starbuck for a cup coffee and an ice-blended *my favorite* while enjoying the coffee we chat a bit.

After around 20minutes, i went to check for availability of seat, at last they have..
We went in, and we order our food, WOOoooHUUUUUuuuu!!!! my stomach was growling already.

As the portion of the foods there were big, my dad and mum share...


this is the 'Fajita Crisp'


The burger is GOD DAMN BIG!!!!!!
This is the 'BIG MOUTH BURGER'


US Sirloin steak with med-cook.
Topped with seasoned butter.

Family Outing

It is public holiday today, my dad and bro weren't working today. Initially the plan was to laze our-self around without going out, BUT eventually something stuck my dad mind, that make him suggest go out and look at 1 of the show unit house located at SOUTH BAY, Batu Maung, developed by Mah Sing.Co, as my bro has mention before. It is a triple storey terrace house with gated compound...sound nice.

Without hesitated, we changes our clothing and dash out and begin our hunt for the location together with my injured leg!!! GOSH..

When we arrive, asking for direction for the show unit house, directed by a constructor WHICH lead us to a dead end with no show unit, but a SO called ready or near completion house for us to have a look.

The house do look nice with 6 bedroom and bathroom, that plenty of bedroom enough for a family to live in. Plus it has considerably has 2 master bedroom (cause i dunno how to differentiate 2 bedroom which look almost the same).

But 1 thing really about the master bedroom that is, 'Do you see before a bathroom having 2 shower head but separated by a glass wall next to each other?' weird isn't it? if the couple were WERE to bath together aren't they will just bath using 1 shower head but why 2?????? *curious* LOL....

The price of the 1 unit is roughly around nearly to rm900k. good location with nearby access to highway...

After watching those show unit, we went for dinner, nearby Queensbay Mall, having a vege (dunno what it is name), prawn fried with butter milk( gosh i love it!!!!!!), sting-ray curry, and the one i can remember the most the pork leg wahahahahaa...... although it seem to be very fatty but BUT it tasty...
My motto 'Want To Eat Don't Count'..... live life to the max...LOL

After dinner went for a shopping spree at QB, till around 9, a sudden plan stuck US on watching movie hahaha... therfore we headed for GSC.. DAMN there were long queue ... but my BRO have the Privilege Card for not required to queue...
At 1st wanted to watch "CHOI SAN TOU" but what left was the front seat!!!... sad then we switch to 72 tenants which my bro and i have watch it before, to our parent that havent watch it... we accompany them...LOL but the movie worth watch for the second time...
laughing non-stop from the start till end

New Year!!

It has been month since i last update my blog, it because of it holidaaaayy.. so i just get to lazy to update it, whenever i have free time i will just went out with my friends.
My mum just nag me for not staying at home for longer than 8 hours..LOL
During the CNY holidays really enjoy a lot, meet up with a lot of friends, close friends, especially ritchie came back from SEOUL, KOREA, wonderful outing, and gambling session..clubbing..
Clubbing in the period of CNY was really god damn packed.. cant really enjoy it... it was like sardine pack, imagine other plp sweat was dripping on to your cloth and then mixing of all plp.. gosh @@ swt.. but but overall it was a wonderful night with all the friends ...

oh ya!!.. when after the CNY holidays, plenty of assignment are coming, plus Quiz, MID-term, GOD save me pls.....

Once again, it happen once again, same time and same place, i hurt myself once more.... i m so speechless..
While walking back from my campus, heading to bicycle parking area under the hot sun of roughly 3pm of time, guess what i slipped..i slipped landed on the pavement curb edge...At first it wasnt hurt at all i continue to cycle back to my house, until then i found out that my sock was soaked with blood that gushing out from the wound!!!!...
i quickly rush to the bathroom to clean the wound but it doesnt help at all.. the blood keep coming out with i wrap it with plenty of cotton wool and tape it.

Was rushing for a bus back to my PG, that why i quickly tape it as the blood does not flow out..
But still the cotton wool couldnt withstand it but 8pm when i reach home.. my parent was shocked to see me injuries.. haha.. they quickly take me to the clinic for the doctor to inspect, at last i have to stitch my wound, that require 4 stitches.... gosh... living for 21 years in this planet i never undergoes any stitching process.. it was really intimidating ...hahaha seriously!!!!
the worst part was the injecting the anaesthetic drug... it was hell of the pain....
( IMAGINE INJECTING IT WITH A NEEDLE INTO UR WOUNDED AREA NOT ONCE FOR SEVERAL TIME ...OH MAN...) IT WAS EXCITING YET TEARFUL EXPERIENCE ....

what an 'ang pao' i get before the closing of CNY ..sigh...

Freshen Up My Self

A beginning of a new Semester, signalling the beginning of study mode, must concentrate on study play whenever it is the right to play...

My dad favourite phrase,



'When time to study please study, When is time to play please don't spend the time you play more than your study'

I started to realise how important this phrase is...


This year ... My New Year Resolution is to STUDY HARD AND STUDY SMART as this new was my final year....

I starting get nervous of it.. as 1st part which is i coming out to work soon and the other part was i going through my final year project while working together with my major subject.... IT REALLY GETTING ON MY NERVE!!!!!!!

But no matter how the strive is still continue...

Another phrase from my dad..

'Suffer for these few years, and Enjoy the following years in Future'

My aim was to able to compete with my dad achievement, in future when i enter the working environment and the assets that in hand. But for now i feel that was i drifting quite a distant from what i expected. Every time he mumble out his 'philopshopy' it motivate me to go further, I CAN DO IT MUM DAD!!! after all i m your son, it is in our blood LOL.... if both of you can do it so can i

Before going back to KAMPAR where the place, i distant away from my friends, family and hometown to pursue my studies, i decide to hike up the hill at Bukit Jambul. This hill is one of my favourite spot for me to be more self-actualization or maybe i put it this way... where i can identify my achievement that i have obtain and the right/wrong-doing that i have done...

This time i stuck my ear with earphone playing my favourite song my and artist 'Jam Hsiao-新不了请' repeating and repeating...DAMN emo song for sure make you feel emo..TRUST ME

After hiking for a few round, i discover that every living organism on earth DO fight for their survival, that apply to plant too...

The plant keep growing tall and taller, just to compete with others for the sunlight in order to keep them healthy and survive through. Does human does the same thing also!!! all of us since small were competing to get better result in order to get into a more well known school. After that when we get into UNIVERSITY, we compete for the grading and also the honours levels... which lead us to a better life in future, with great knowledge lead to better wages/opportunities = better life.

Browsing through my friend's blog saw a few interesting quoting she made which really give a head start,

Easy is to get a place in someone's address book
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart

Easy is to judge the mistakes of someone
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking

Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules
Difficult is to follow them.....

Easy is to dream every night
Difficult is to fight for a dream.....

Easy is to show victory
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...


Easy is to admire a full moon
Difficult to see the other side.....

Easy is to stumble with a stone
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult is to give its real value..

Easy is to promise something to someone
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love
Difficult is to take care of it so you wont lose it.

Easy is to think about improving
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action....

Easy is to think bad of someone
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

Easy is to keep friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings

Randomness of My Life

It been almost a month i haven't update blog recently, been away for holiday mood going on around me, Christmas event...New Year event... going down KL for shopping spree while having a gathering down there...etc..

Looking or maybe thinking back at my previous action, i feel that i was dumb, i sworn from that that time onwards, i must be more wiser and i mean it!!!

Just because a person is more soft hearted, doesn't mean that you can take advantage of that. You ONCE was important to me... flashing back IT WAS LAST TIME.. i already get through it.

Hmmm.. thinking back how i spend my Christmas eve... i WENT CLUB for it...that week was a craze... i went clubbing on WED( which is the ladies night), THURS( which was the Christmas's eve) and then on SAT( which we have a un-finish bottle to complete)... three times in the row for

that week itself... which draining my energy, i aging soon.. very soon!!!..

during this 3 month break, the activities was to clubbing and goofing around, while start off early doing my final project...

Goofing around ..THAT what we do all the time, enjoying ourselves to the maximum if given a opportunities to do so ..haha

Brotherhood!!! i guess all this crazy time has to come to an end eventually, (UNI is reopening soooOOON) which mean study mode start once again...

Beginning this year, it is my final year my last strike!!! soon i have to enter the working life.. no more clubbing life!!!.....ermmm NO can be harsh ;p put it this way

'It will be less time to club haha'

Hope by end of this year, this event can be happening again .. HUAT ahhhh!!!

But overall we enjoy our self very much...haha for that particular month of DECEMBER...anyway it was fun... woohuu

After the clubbing event, i headed down to heart of Malaysia which is the CITY KUALA LUMPUR with all my high school friends is has been such a long time since our last gathering.

We drove down, we eat, we shop, we drink, and we chat non-stop...

It is a memorable trip, we enjoy it very much.

During this trip, i managed to up with someone whom i care and remember all the time...

Both of us spend some time together, catching back the good old time we had together...she meant a lot to me, but i did something very silly that time..

How i wonder i have the courage, the strength to make thing right once again.......

It is easy to say 'I m sorry', but does it really gonna make it mean it...

What the use of saying sorry, after you have wounded someone, as if it can heal it as though nothing happen before... guess what NO it not gonna happen

What is left after the wound is a scar, although it may heal but each time, touches it.. the pain still remain...

Nothing can be done...

LIFE GOES ON ~~~