dissapointment

It have been a week or two, since i last updated it. New semester = New Beginning, guess what i just being welcome by things that weren't very pleasant for me. 1st of all, i thought of wrapping up my project and can fully concentrate of starting my thesis report. But i ended up with tonne of work load to finish, after consulting my supervisor for presenting my results.



Guess that i better start doing it rather than keep complaining it non-stop.
There is time, when i started to question myself, 'Do i love Chemistry? Will i work in the lab after i graduate? Is it really my interest?'
After some time of deep thinking, i just feel that i loss interest toward chemistry, regarding the question of interest, i guess i choose chemistry out from the result i got from STPM and SPM, as chemistry is the subject that really score well. But is it my interest?
Yesterday, i saw a video of STEVE JOBS giving a speech to those who is graduating from Stanford University. In his speech, he advise those whose are going to graduate and still not sure of what field of interest they are in, 'keep looking until you found it, if you still haven't found it, continue looking for it, when you found it give your fullest effort in it and grab hold of it'.
he also mention it, we are going to spend half of our life working, if that piece of work is not your interest, it going to hard to go through it.


There is an incident happen on me last week, which led me of getting scolded and being angry by someone.



The incident happen all because of a rumor circulating around our circle of friends, which saying 'I told PEOPLES that your my-ex'. I didn't know anything until i reach home, surfing on facebook and surprisingly found MYSELF pissing off someone!!! How can i piss you off while i didn't do anything wrong at you, we didn't even see each other for quite some time!!


After tonne of explaining, BLAH BLAH BLAH, thing get better, get hold of the culprit.
Explanation have been done. JOB DONE!!!


After thinking, all this while, question that pop out from my mind it that, ' Am i this kind of person that goes around making up story, which is not true??? Do i need to do such lame stuff??'
i guess this what your thought of me all this while, what friendship for??? FRAMING EACH OTHER?? oh ya.. a LAMER perhaps goes around crapping!!!


There goes another week, weekend at kampar is really a saddness case of all!!!